Fight hard, end strong. Never give in, dont give up. Look forward, dont look back. Finish now, not later. This is my life, this is what i struggle with, this is what im willing to do and whatever it takes to keep these words in my heart. Mind over matter, Live life to the fullest, dont slack off. Something that has been in my mind all this time. To many it may mean nothing to them, but to me its my future. I promised and i said i would not give up, well i never did and i never will. Its time for me to take a step up and keep moving forward. This is my promise to you and i will keep it.
Blood, sweat, and tears means nothing to me. That’s because i found a reason to push through it even though times may be tough for me and you. Even if you dont follow this I still post up my feelings. I am going through each rounds and going to fight everything that comes my way. Just you watch, I’ll become someone you would have never guessed to have become.
Its one of those things where i miss the times we smile, laugh, grow, and also love. All that you have but in a split second, right before your eyes, everything begins to fade. I too am one of those people who just f’ed up a lot of things because i had too much greed for myself. Like everyone else, i just wish i could go back and fix all of those mistakes i made before having them happening. But i guess this is where i have ended up… and its not over yet for me. Sarah, I want to confess to you that i have been a horrible person, friend, and as a man. I know i always promised you things but wasn’t able to keep them. Im sorry i hurt you a lot and also for making you feel like shit. I am accountable for those actions and those feelings you’re having right now. But as a first step of becoming a man, i promised you already i’ll come back as a better person and im still keeping that. Please let me keep that promise. I know your struggling and having some hard time but i am always here for you. I love you and i miss you.
(Source: newkiddointown)
